Dur E Jawani Toba Kardam by Rabia Iftikhar

The Unseen Burden: A Tale of Conflict and Change

A Night of Unspoken Emotions

As he exited the club, his eyes landed on Dobi Hai, standing at a distance. A wave of sorrow washed over him as he moved towards his car. He had never been the kind to express his emotions, yet at that moment, his heart felt like an open book. He knew that Dobi Hai would not appreciate this, but the thought of Zoyaar Hai or any other girl waiting for him outside the club, Pines Court, or a restaurant disturbed him greatly.

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An Unexpected Encounter

Just as he reached his car and pulled the door open, a soft voice interrupted his thoughts. “Hey, are you okay?” The question came from behind, but he didn’t turn. Instead, anger simmered inside him. “I’m coming,” he responded curtly, ignoring her completely.

“But I don’t think you’re okay.”

Her persistence irritated him. He wanted to turn and reprimand Zoya Reha Ansari, or worse, dismiss her entirely. What right did she have to address him? They weren’t related by blood, nor was she his girlfriend. She was just another person from his world, one that he neither embraced nor rejected.

A Change He Couldn’t Understand

“No, I’m okay,” he muttered, pushing the car forward. He knew that his abrupt behavior would confuse his friend. They would likely comment on his mood, wondering why he had become so uncharacteristically quiet. But the truth was, he didn’t understand this change in himself either.

There was a time when he would wait outside the tennis court for Zoya every day. It never bothered him before. He enjoyed the vibrant life of his class, the elite world he belonged to. But something had shifted inside him, something he couldn’t quite place. Was it a burden he wasn’t aware of, or a realization that was yet to unfold?

Returning to the Luxurious Shell

As he parked his car in the lavish portico, his eyes fell upon La, engaged in a phone conversation. Her presence barely registered in his mind as he sank deeper into his own thoughts. The city lights shimmered in the distance, a stark contrast to the turmoil within him.

The Weight of Expectations

Born into privilege, he had never been denied anything. His life was filled with extravagance, yet it felt empty. There was always an expectation to live up to—the image of a sophisticated, carefree man who embraced the luxuries of life. But did he truly enjoy it, or was he simply playing a role written for him by society?

The parties, the clubs, the endless gatherings—they were his routine, yet tonight, he felt disconnected. He recalled the times he would laugh carelessly, the way he would charm people effortlessly. But tonight, that mask was slipping.

A Silent War Within

Zoya’s voice echoed in his mind. Was she concerned for him? Or did she see through the facade he had built over the years? He had never allowed anyone to get too close, but her words stirred something inside him. He hated the feeling of vulnerability.

He had always believed in controlling his emotions, in never letting anyone see his weaknesses. Yet, tonight, he felt exposed, as if someone had peeled away the layers he had carefully constructed.

An Unexpected Decision

Instead of heading inside, he took a deep breath and turned the engine back on. He wasn’t ready to face the lavish emptiness of his home. He drove aimlessly through the city streets, the bright lights blurring into a haze.

His mind wandered back to the past—memories of childhood, of a time when happiness wasn’t measured by material wealth. There was a boy he once knew, a version of himself that hadn’t been molded by expectations. Where had that boy gone? Was he buried under layers of pretension, or had he simply been forgotten?

The Need for Change

As he pulled over by the riverside, he stepped out and leaned against the hood of his car. The cool night breeze touched his face, bringing a momentary sense of peace. Maybe it was time to break free from the life he had always known. Maybe it was time to rediscover himself beyond the polished image he had maintained for so long.

For the first time in a long while, he allowed himself to feel—truly feel. And with that, a realization dawned upon him. Change wasn’t something to fear; it was something to embrace.

Conclusion

Life often places us in situations where we are forced to confront our own reflections. For him, this night was a turning point, a moment of reckoning. Would he continue down the path of empty pleasures, or would he take the leap into the unknown, searching for something more meaningful?

As he stood there, looking at the calm waters, he knew the choice was his to make. And for the first time, he was ready to choose something different.

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